Thursday, March 09, 2006

跟老闆開了四個鐘頭會以後, 我發覺大部份的老闆都有一個特點: 就是將簡單的事情複雜化, 然後再各自用十多種不同的說話技巧表達出來. 我不耐煩的在把玩著手機, 又不時偷望手錶上顯示的時間. 到總結的時候才發覺四個鐘頭也只是討論了那幾個points. 而當時已是晚上十一時多了.

I hate meetings. What a waste of time.

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他說你又回來了. 我說我知道. 他提議大家不如碰個面吧. 我斷然的說不. 我差點想問你是否為著我而回來, 但礙於那過強的自尊我忍著將問題吞回肚子裡. 收了線以後也不明白自己為何會如此頑強的執著. 其實見了面又怎樣呢. 你們總是這樣. 在我的生活裡生命中走了又來來了又走. 高高興興的來了然後一聲再見珍重也就又再度離開. 於是在最需要別人的時候我總是發覺只剩下自己一個.

所以請不要再給我那麼多無謂的幻想. 就讓我自己靜靜的一個人生活便算了.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Osho,
The Japanese master Nan-in gave audience to a professor of philosophy. Serving tea, Nan-in filled his visitor's cup, and kept pouring. The professor watched the overflow until he could restrain himself no longer: "Stop! The cup is over full, no more will go in." Nan-in said: "Like this cup, you are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you Zen unless you first empty your cup."

You have come to an even more dangerous person than Nan-in, because an empty cup won't do; the cup has to be broken completely. Even empty, if you are there, then you are full. Even emptiness fills you. If you feel that you are empty you are not empty at all, you are there. Only the name has changed: now you call yourself emptiness. The cup won't do at all; it has to be broken completely. Only when you are not can the tea be poured into you, only when you are not is there no need really to pour the tea into you. When you are not the whole existence begins pouring, the whole existence becomes a shower from every dimension, from every direction. When you are not, the divine is.

The story is beautiful. It was bound to happen to a professor of philosophy. The story says a professor of philosophy came to Nan-in. He must have come for the wrong reasons because a professor of philosophy, as such, is always wrong. Philosophy means intellect, reasoning, thinking, argumentativeness.

And this is the way to be wrong, because you cannot be in love with existence if you are argumentative. Argument is the barrier. If you argue, you are closed; the whole existence closes to you. Then you are not open and existence is not open to you.

When you argue, you assert. Assertion is violence, aggression, and the truth cannot be known by an aggressive mind, the truth cannot be discovered by violence. You can come to know the truth only when you are in love. But love never argues. There is no argument in love, because there is no aggression.

by Osho

-k

阿修羅 said...

i dunno y it seems tat i Gather all the Osho's believers here... Okay I admit the fact that his teaching is gd, but I prefer to read his books..... Anyway, thx for sharing.....

Anonymous said...

I am not indeed a believer of Osho. I just need some relief and somewhat a solution to my messy, clumsy life.

-k