老實說，那時我完全無法想像

也不覺得有什麼問題

想說「原來結局會這樣啊」

沒有什麼特別的想法

但我現在真的不想要結束

不敢相信真的要結束了

這是一開始就決定好的事情

- 未來日記

「我對白果說，你不要對我太好了，怕將來分開會難過呢。

白果說，關係一旦建立，就免不了會傷心難過，只是，什麼感覺也會過去。」

- 韓麗珠

就像有些事情，我們做不到卻好想自己可以做到，於是念念有詞的在說服著自己；而那些不可以做但卻忍不住的，話語到了口唇邊也給吞了下去。

譬如說。我想念你。

而我總是為將會到來的難過而預備。

x x x x x

就像是看到從遠處湧過來的大浪。於是你深深吸一口氣然後閉上眼睛。

你只希望可以捱過這一關。然後又一關。就像以前那樣。

只是，也許，你終於累了。

“We all closed our eyes, our ears, to what was being said about you.

We dismissed it as fabrications, as cruel chatter,

in light of your decision to give up the throne.

But when the truth finally came out…

The truth!

It makes a mockery of even the central tenets of Christianity.

There is no possibility of my forgiving you.

The question is: how on earth can you forgive yourself?”

所以說。行為總比話語重要。

So if you want to persuade me, presude me with your actions.

//永遠不要以為隱忍可以改變對方，那種我們，永遠只有「我」、沒有「們」，接受那種我們的你，最終會發現自己只是對著人形立牌搖旗吶喊的路人。//

其實道理一早都懂，只是突然鬼迷心竅而已。

讀著以前的情書。慨嘆著自己總是這麼一頭熱的衝了進去，然後又滿身傷痕的走了出來。

雖然每一次也會很痛，雖然每一次也會說受夠了，雖然每一次最終也會活了過來。

“Trying to tame them is no use…

The humiliation could not have been more complete. Of course I considered ending it.

And I imagined how thin and how poor life would be.

And I realised that when you really adore someone, as fully and as hopelessly as I think you and I do…

You put up with anything.”

“I cannot go on.”

“You’ve said that before.”

“This time I mean it. I’m tired.”

“You’ve had enough?”

“I have, my love.

This time I really have.”

“Good.”

“If you’re engaged in a fight with something, then it’s not with me.

It’s with your own blindness.”